A Deep Sadness

When everyone was gone and disappeared from me

Leave me alone in the dark

Along with the mistakes they have done

And I do not know what my fault

I tried to erase my sadness

I struggled to rise from the pain

But finally I realized that I could not do

Now that I only could do was pray, begging to get out of this darkness....

I keep waiting till the miracle came to me

I sometimes think that God isn't fair to me

God always gives a very sore trial to me

But I am sure that god does not sleep, God will help me

So I will remain patient

Then after they finally disappeared for long time, they appear to me

I begged them to free me

But they did not hear it

They cover their ears and silence

Why they didn't want listen to me??

Please open your ear, I want to talk

One day came a little girl who approached me

She was very beautiful and cute

Then she smiled at me and asked me to speak

She was very kind to me until I was moved

Every day she came to see me

She was the only one of my best friends throughout my life

Now my life began a little mean

I began to smile again

My pain a little relieved

And this is all because that girl

But then.......

My happiness ended when that bad news appears

The only one of my best friends throughout my life had an accident

And finally she passed away

I think that I am a bearer of bad luck

Maybe it's my destiny to be unhappy

And live forever in a deep sadness

--FinisH--

BY: Atika Nurfitriyani